And so I think God is very amusing lately. He has been allowing my clients' to cancel my appts.....meetg me up with very interesting ppl...& bringing my deals that i didnt expect.
Postpone my meeting, so that I can attend my Leaders' meeting tml at TCT.... He is such an interesting God...arent He???
And more interesting..lately, He has allowed me to focus a lot on "building & investing" in solid relationships. Relationships with existing clients, with prospects, church frds & colleagues...
And so i Met this very interesting prospect of mine on mon night. we met for about 2.5hrs & chatting nothing abt landbanking, but everything abt Jesus & His awesome love... She was truly inspiring & i felt that God sent her to me for a reason. even though she may not be investing, but i thank God, cos i have found such a lovely gift - that is her.
she is definitely someone who can speak to me, bcos i felt i am very similar to her... & most imptly, she won my respect.
she taught me a lot & quite a few things struck me till now... (1) Abraham obeyed God & sacrified Issac, because he has a good opinion of God. He knows God's character & His heart. He knows that even if God sacrificed Issac, He will still raise him up from the dead.. (2) John always boast abt Jesus' Love for him...only in the chapter of John, you can find this phrase beloved discipline of God....the disciple whom God most loved etc etc... While, Peter - the one who denied Jesus - was always boasting abt his love for Jesus... This is such an irony... it totally struck me..when she mentioned that we need to boast abt God's love for us...to be very secured in Him..& know my identity & position in God's heart... (3) Finally, God used her to remind me of 2 very simple truth.... (a) God loves all of us. equally. but differently... (b) Pruning is painful, but it is absolutely neccessary..bcos that's the only way to grow closer to Him...just like the pruned vine grew higher towards the sky...
and in my spirit today...i know i felt very different...bcos' i dwelled in His love for me.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:52 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008//
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:42 AM
What a sad song... :'( //
I love this song a lot. a lot. a lot.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:29 AM
Perfect Cut //
To be frank, this show speaks a lot to me... And very sad that this show has ended.
The reason why it spoke so much to me was because of this desire & this need to strive & to seek after this "perfect cut".
To be a perfectionist, yes, i am...
And so, this show teaches me to learn to accept imperfect beauty, imperfect situation, imperfect ppl....to learn to know that perfection comes upon accepting imperfection.
Most importantly, i think i am so in love with my idol Michelle Xie Yun Ni. Personally, she remains as one of the rare actress whom i truly adored & looked upon as a role model.
I have a lot of dreams reali. I have a lot of "perfect" scenarios in my life. But i never dare to tell anyone... Cos i think if i say it all, in full description, with full visualisation, i will cry...
Sapphire is a very emotional person by nature, but it's by the years of training, that i become a more thinking & logically person. Those whom reali reali know me, will know that I am a very feeling person... which is why i am very sensitive to others...very easily affected by others... tends to love....tends to cry...tends to like being closed to physically etc.
Thats the real hidden me, tat's hardly seen.
Deep and Surface acting for yrs. For i am afraid of getting very hurt, disappointed & rejected.
Perfect Cut. Perfection does it even exist? Perfect Love. Perfection does it even seems possible? Perfect Beauty. Perfection does it changes overnight in a person's eyes? Perfect Life. Perfection does it even seems unthinkable?
And in my life: I have my perfect definition of inner & outer beauty. I have my perfect definition of a beautiful love story. I have my perfect definition of a successful career. I have my perfect definition of a very satisfied life.
And that is exactly, why, i found living tough. Cos perfection always seems impossible.
And i know that only when i learn to let go & learn to accept imperfection. Then I will have perfection in my life.
Haha...Actually I wanted to blog something today, but decided not to... And to my horror...my Tian-Xin is faster than me...
Actually what i wanted to blog today is also to thank you so much for loving me. HAHA. And most importantly, teaching me how to Love. And learning how to receive Love.
Many times, i might be ignoring you or neglecting you...and i also know that you were hurt, and you do not know what to do.
But...like i mentioned yday while shopping for my fav biscuit... i said, "for you...when you see the things you like, you will run towards, be very excited & outwardly show your infatuation & affection...while for me, when i see the things that i like, i tend to run away...tend to pretend it doesnt mean to me...tend to act cold and ignore..."
But reali reali reali, haha, i think this icy cold heart of mine is seriously totally utterly melt by you.
Haha, hope to catch up with you soon! Thanks for the strawberry & mango Ice kachang..the stingray...fried hokkien mee...wildberry & HAzel nut ice cream....and also my favourite...BISCUITS!!!! (ops..but i forgot the brandname le...) From Serangoon Gardens to Kovan...
Tian-Xin Withdrawal Symdrome...
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:35 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008//
I have been resting at home for the past 2 days... but i still feel very drowsy, very lethargic....feel very very drowsy... Yday, went to pass contract to ithin. Today, went to pass contract & eat lunch with my client. Going to sign contract with my client, & then dinner with my church friend...
Tml will be a long day...3 appts if nothing went wrong. 1030am, 1230pm & 630pm.
And i am waiting for the "yes-es" from my clients. So many of them owe-ing little sapphire here the "yes-es", rather than the "no" & "let you know again" etc.
maybe that's exactly where its so hard to hear "I DO". Many attempts, many efforts, many torturous nights, many heartbroken-ness, heartache, many misunderstanding, many quarrels, many break-ups, MANY OF WHATEVER NONSENSE it can be.
Guys, dont you agree, hur hur~!
And so, when will the "Yes-es" Flood me? Oh well, once again, everyone gotta wake up from this "No Pain, All Gain" Dream & Fantasy. Cos Even Jesus gotta work to win the Souls for His Father. And only 1/7 of his life is regarded as Sabbath. And even on Sabbath, when there is a need, He still work.
Oh O' Little Sapphire here. Wake up before september ends.... :'(
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
12:53 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008//
wow lao eh, i just realised something. My blog is getting way too emotional. way too emotional.
better have a switch of mood fast.
But then once again...HMMMMM...happy, funny & corny things...how to share over blog by typing!?!?!? it should be told by mouth lei. HAHA.
typing and writing like a journal should be a form of putting inner thoughts & emotions down in readable form right?
And so, lately, there is this ex-colleague of mine. During my church camp, he rang me up. For the past 1 yr, we hardly contacted, but we were once closed. But his gf was very jealous and always quarrel with him abt me. When i wonder why!?!?!? And during my camp, his gf screamed & said she wants to talk to me, & to meet me. but i had a camp, tts why i couldnt.
And after tt, the whole thing kindda ended... and today, i just forwarded him a sms, thats all. And that was his reply,"pls stop contacting me from now on."
I WAS LIKE huh?!?!!?
Oh well. I felt very sad. Why would the gf be like this? I mean if my bf has girl frds but definitely he must knows his limit, i felt it is absolutely fine. Just like i need to have my own boyfrds in the midst of my one and only boyfrd & husband to be.
MAN....
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
4:33 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008//
Hi Faith,
Thankyou for updating me on the Walton news. They are all very informative and helpful. What an amazing service you provide!
Cheers,
Julie Toh
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Feels happy to be helping sincerely without any hidden agenda. And happier when there is a generous "thank you & appreciation" received :)
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:01 PM
//
I always love the sea, sky, star, sun, moon, water, natural landscape... Never reali like the malls, the foods, the queuing up, the socialising, the excess colours & lightings...
haha, sapphire IS a boring young lady. I like & crave for a peaceful..........disturbance-less............less rowdy & crowded plc..........
Even if its fishing. But with a good company, that's more than sufficient for me! easily contented when comes to activities & kakis.
I wanna do wakeboarding soon..... I wanna go fishing soon..... I wanna go sun-tanning soon.... I wanna go gym soon....
After i get well.... sigh. DAMN SIAN LA. Energy-less & lethargic from the sickness.
I buy Nike not b'cos it is cool. Nike is cool b'cos I am wearing them. - Fashion Statement -
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
10:49 PM
//
I saw my frd's Msn nick...
"Giving up doesn't mean you are weak. It just mean that you are strong even to let go..."
-ouch-
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
10:48 PM
Tithed for the month of July! //
Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into you bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you.
it's weird. Yday evening, I had an appt at TCC around 630pm. Couldnt complete the presentation cos the client gotta rush to somewhere. No choice.
it's weird. Supposed to have an appt today 12noon in office. But it was postponed to maybe next week, he will be coming with his friend. No choice.
But the weird thing is...i am pretty sick, very tired. haha... and izzit a blessing in disguise? "He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me besides quiet water, he restores my soul...."
perhaps God is FORCING me to rest, to take a break, to get well soon! Stop being a bastard & become so workaholic.... :( :( :(
And suddenly i remember, i haven tithe this month yet. So decided to go to e-tithe, to give my offerings to the Lord.
I am so tired...should i go to office to submit the contract...? feel like sleeping imaging the distance to raffles place...omg....*faint faint* esp when i am sick. a big BOO BOO BOO.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:35 PM
//
My nose is taking part in Marathron 42km too... Its killing me silently...
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:47 AM
//
I have so much to blog that i do not know what to blog. The drowsiness, achness & the disability to think is making this little sapphire a energy-less young lady.
Being popping at least 6 panadols for the past 2 days. And 1 more week to Korea...sigh.
So much in mind, so much uncertainty....so much insecurity to be handled all alone, even though i know He is there...
This week is gonna be a little busy too..
I wish I can just rest in and sleep for entirely 2 whole days.... sleep, sleep & sleep....and dwell in my fantasy & dreams...
And i hate it when i have to control my emotions & pretend that i dont feel a shit. And i hate it bcos i had to use my logic & rationale to overtake my emotions.
I wish I can go to some island and be alone....for 3D2N... just to be in the hotel room, by the beach..to sleep, watch tv..sleep...spend some quality time... to see the sea, to feel the breeze..to take a retreat...away from the world.
Sick & Tired. I am. Very.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:50 AM
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Sick & Tired. I am.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:01 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008//
Introduction to the photo below!
Highest level: Left to right: Bx, Mel, Ms.Gan - teachers - educational sector / government sector
Me - banker - business sector
Last person in Black at the extreme right: Pastor Yo - OBVIOUS!! Pastor la! HAHA - religion sector
The guy & the right side girl: Meng yew & qy - Doctors - business sector / government sector
Last person at the extreme left: Winnie - accountant - business sector / government sector
The young lady on my right: huiwen - laywer - business sector
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:51 PM
//
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:48 AM
Friday, July 18, 2008//
But still, I wanna thank you for initiating to tell me all this.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:32 PM
Special Entry. //
If you dont believe that this God - Jesus - is worthed ALL that you do, ALL that you live, ALL that you are in this world. Then, dont even introduce me in the 1st place. Cos it simply demonstrate your irresponsible attitude.
You seriously do not know how selfish you are, when there are girls who used to be under you who are so hurt even till now. Abandonment in a split instance & then treat as if nothing even happen when you are back. ONLY you didnt know abt it, cos so many ppl witness it in their eyes, but didnt want you to feel bad or hurt. So much tears they have shed bcos of wat you have done. So much tears.
But NOW, i just want to let you know that you have changed. All you have given IS HURT. DISAPPOINTMENT. AND you only think of yourself. yourself & yourself.
GET A LIFE.
It's such a disGRACE that you are in your profession. Macbeth," Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under it."
How true.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:06 PM
Magical Night. Thursday, July 17, 2008//
And so I am back from a magical night. A magicbox pdtn from my own pastor. Deeply respected, deeply adored, deeply loved...someone whom is impt in my life.
Personally, i prefer Magic of Love than Magicbox.. I think something is just lacking. The ending is too abrupt. And most importantly, I felt equally empty as i enter into the stage as i left it.
But still, the magic is good. The story is good. Pastor Lawrence, Thanks for sacrificing for His Kingdom.
And so sunday, i will be going with my 6 relatives, 3 clients.
And so...i had a very strong feeling of wanting to be very alone when i reach home. Very alone, away from everything possible.
And i wish i can NO NEED to go for the musical show tml evening. I wish i can keep on doing the things i like to do & still keeping to my expectations in life.
And so a craving i have, to go for a drink. Margarita sounds very good to me. To drink & to fill me in.
No loud music. Just the seaview, the breeze, the stars in the sky & someone to be there to stay by close or a HTHT session.
A night drive out along ECP to changi for supper will be fabulous too. No talking, but simply the companion.
And 1 word to describe my week will be Grace. A week filled with Grace of the Lord.
And 1 word to describe my journey ahead will be Faith. Filled with Childlike Faith, Mustard seed Faith, unwavering Faith. That i call my name..
And 1 word to describe my focus will be Love. Filled with Love i do everything & anything.
And 1 word to describe my current status will be Hope. Hope not in the things around me, Hope not in myself. But Hope in Him alone who does not disappoint.
F A I T H.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:58 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008//
Today, on my MRT trip to work, I memorized Psalm 23. Within 10mins...cos I think this song of praise spoke very strongly to me.
"The Lord is my Shepard, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down on green pastures, He leads me besides quiet water. He restores my soul. He guides me in the path of righteousness for His name's sake. Even though, I walk through the valley of shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for He is with me. His rod & staff comfort me.
He prepares a table before me, He anoints my head with oil. My cup overflows. SURELY, goodness & love will follow me all the days of my life. And i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever..."
From this passage...I realise something.. (1) My identity...tat I am a sheep that belongs to my Shephard. And my owner is God. (2) God knows me...He had to MAKE me rest...to bring me to some green pastures & quiet water...many times, we see it as a down period, But to God, it could be an essential rest to our soul...that's restoration... (3) everything, when we think we are stuck in the valley of the shadow of death...we felt that this is it & the light can never be seen...but God says, that we will WALK THROUGH. With no fear...no fear because of God's power, identity & guidance... This is illustrated from the 2 weapons - rod & staff....these are what only a Shepard will have... (4) God gives exceedingly abundantly, so much that the cup overflows...something which none of us expect... (5) goodness & love of the Lord will always be found accompanying our lives. (6) To dwell in His presence...to build this relationship & intimacy....
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:26 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008//
"... The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."
1 Samuel 16:7b (NIV)
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:42 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008//
you can only start living a life when you start loving yourself for who you are & stop comparing yourself with others & stop hoping that you are someone else.
Jealousy, Envy & discontentment & dissatisfaction only drains away who God has created you to be uniquely different.
Insecurity comes when you wish you were someone else, cos he or she is better than me myself. Inferiority & lack of self-love arise when you start disliking everything about yourself. Inability to carry on with life finally break out when there is no more Hope & dreams that you have....
And so, dear myself. When will you start living a life that God has for you?
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:03 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008//
ps: I think I have fallen in love with you.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:45 AM
Sleep removes all tired mind. Wednesday, July 09, 2008//
After a good good good sleep, I am feeling so much better! Perhaps, it is the tiredness & PMS that is draining me.
"I love you Lord, & I raise my voice, to honour You"
"I praise You till the mountains reach the sky, & the river all run dry, B'cos of what the Lord has done for me. I praise You will my lips & my guitar..."
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:26 PM
My favourite Korean Show... //
I think I admit defeat. After Struggling for so so long & trying to be very strong. I gave up. Lord, these few months, you have spoken to me so much in this area of "intimacy" & you have surfaces so much issues in tis area of Love. Lord, these hardened heart which has not feel a single thing for the past 4yrs, in a short 3-4mths, Have been through roller coaster after roller coaster.
This heart is hurt & needs to be healed. So much pain & so much down-seasons that these pair of wings found it hard & heavy to fly....
Whenever I feel sad, I always have this impulse to listen to this song...and wanting to rewatch the whole song.
I believe many ppl will be very shocked if I told them how many times i have cried while watching this show.
Umpteen times. It was painful. A painful love story...though HQY my ex cell leader always told me she thinks its a very beautiful love story...
But ironically, the only 1 word I can describe this show is "PAIN".
It pains so much, when you want & yet cannot have, It pains so much, when you cant have it, even when you are so prepared to give it all up.
And this is Love.
Why should Love be like this? When our Heavenly Father says that Perfect Love casts out all Fear...And Love is supposed to be perfect.
And finally I admit. Yes Lord, I am. I need. I wan. I desire.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:47 AM
//
Once upon a time, I used to like apples alot...And it took me very very long to forget about the sweetness & taste that this apple brings to me...
And it pains me when I knew, I had to stop eating apples...bcos its too sweet & doing me no good.
And so, today, i felt yaps, I am no longer attracted to apples..
On the other hand...right now...I am addicted to oranges. And worst still, Oranges are worse off compared to apples...& i need to keep myself away from it..
And Lord, it is so painful. I think I miss orange & I wish I can eat it everyday.
Why do i have to be in this vicious cycle? Emotions are tough for weak man like me to handle.
And so I remembered You said, " A broken spirit & contrite heart, He will not despise."
How broken hearted do I have to experience?
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
1:27 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008//
And so I went to Hilton Hotel for Cheesecake today.
It was an expensive cheesecake. But i love the ambience in the night.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:29 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008//
This is the song that has been a strength to me the entire day today...
"And I will praise You, till the mountains reach the Sky & the river all runs dry...B'cos of what the Lord has done for me.."
And so she said," Falling for the wrong one is worst than not falling in love."
And so I said," Find the Key to your heart...."
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:16 AM
Sunday, July 06, 2008//
Deceived with a different shade of colour. And hence, you would like to hide away. To bury in drinks to remove the consciousness & the hard truth of reality. And so, too ashamed to face it, Was left only with the back & the rest of the un-important.
And Life is? But a individual unique story that can never be identical, also far from being similar.
And so Someone wish she can be me, and so I wish I can be her. And one day, this journey will seem so wasted, when each one of us are trying to be someone else.
And so i surrender & say," I lose." Can i have the permission to do things that i reali want to do?
"I would rather do nothing & be happy, than to do something that I do not love."
How fake is this truth. How can this ever be possible?
And so, will you live your life with regrets? And so, when can you be contented & satisfied with who you are, what you have & how you are?
This qn remains unknown.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
4:46 AM
//
I am the source of all the problems. That I have all these while been giving myself Hope.
I always want to be someone else. I always prefer being someone than being myself.
Is this the issue that I need to overcome? Self-acceptance, Self-Significance, Self-Worth.
I just wanna take a LOONNNGGG break & bury myself in where I truly belong.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
4:44 AM
This lead actress. Saturday, July 05, 2008//
I hate such movie...about love story.
When the lead actress could not fall in love with this particular person & had to make a painful decision to move on....
And when she has plucked up all of her courage to put it to an end... so that this part of the love story will come to an end & to be left in the past..
Another disaster happen.
This lead actress think she has fallen in love with another character whom she is not supposed to be involved.
This lead actress once again, felt the tension of following her heart & her mind.
What has caused this lead actress to be undergoing such issues lately in this movie? Was it her desire to love & to be loved? Or Was it just another Big Plan to bring her to another platform?
"Where your treasures are, your heart will be" Which is true. This is exactly the verse that has been ringing in this lead actress' head previously. And she hate to face the truth that perhaps, perhaps her treasures are reali not where it should be.
And so, again, her mind is overwhelmed. She felt uptight to have to practice self-control, self-discipline & renewal of her mind. The cycle repeats all over again.
And this movie continues. But I wonder, when will the ending come...? Cos this movie abt this lead actress is taking too long...
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
1:52 AM
Friday, July 04, 2008//
This Love Story of a Little Girl is getting too complicated.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:35 PM
//
Decided What I am going to Fast:
No food intake after 8pm.
And I am so affirmed that Truly the Lord wants me to fast in this area.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:59 PM
My friend is married!! Thursday, July 03, 2008//
Wow...So many of my friends are married :(
Gosh. I need to buck up liaos! BOO BOO BOO!
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:07 AM
I will Sing Wednesday, July 02, 2008//
Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today. And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.
I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise. Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.
Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me. But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free. But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start. But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.
I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing. I will praise. Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing. (2 times)
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:38 PM
Moses from Exodus Tuesday, July 01, 2008//
When a motor hasnt been generated for a long time, it will become slower, rustier & probably malfunction a little. And that's why just like a heart, it must continue beating to ensure oxygen & blood are circulated.
My Heart. Not only does it need to be pumped regularly, it needs to be touched, made broken, made tender & to be loved.
And that's when i need to allow God to come in to minister to me. To embrace me with His truth when i was blinded. To forgive me when I have sinned. To love me when I feel unloved. To secure me when insecurity gripped me.
Life is too short to be wasted. And hence, I need to be more disciplined. With work, with my personal life & with what God wants me to do.
Where your heart is, there your treasure will be also. And the amount of time you have spent, the amount of effort you have dedicated on is a pretty indication how much this aspect matters to you.
And so, we need to have a balance portfolio in our life. And I believe, just like Moses, with His staff in his hands. He must allow God to use it for His kingdom. Moses also need to obey & be used as a obedient steward. Though Moses is busy with tending the sheeps, he still chose to obey the voice of Lord & do what is told to him..though he doubted, though he found excuses to say NO, Pls find another person, though he wonder what the Lord is doing is good even for the israelites in Egypt.
But, Moses still chose to obey, because he knows who is his King.
A concentrated heart & a made up mind is the key.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:59 PM
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Your Scars Are Beautiful to God.
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:34 AM
//
hmm. I have this particular colleague keep telling me that i look very happy lately.
hmm. I am so full from my 11pm dinner! DAMN FULL!
hmm. But i feel like sleeping already. So unhealthy AGAIN.
hmm. Lord, will it be coming? will you fulfil the deepest desire of my heart?
hmm. Lord, i feel like giving up cos I am tired of being in this cycle where there is no breakthr. Significance. Worth. Identity.
hmm. Lord. Can i just disappear...and fly me to the Moon and never be back again?
- yawn -
--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:56 AM
SApphire's Inner World ___________________
THIS IS MY STORY...
hmmm...a Virgo, a High C individual...Helper, AChiever & Loyalist.
lots of expectation for myself..perhaps also for the ppl around me.
dun like to face failure and disappointment, but i am definitely learning.
a Passive person, but as long as i appreciate the person, i will take the first step and get out of my comfort zone.
the Language of my love for the person that i cherish will be time.
the greater the time and effort spend on the person, the more important the person is to me in my life.
A stubborn, hot tempered, emotional, pessimistic gal.Loner.
"Anti-social" tagged by most people if you judge me by the first impression =)
i graduated in NUS as a mechanical engineer. i tried working in STMicroelectronics as a process engineer. but found that this is somethg that i dun reali enjoy. because i know God has created me differently.
He has made me with a passion to be with ppl. He has gave me a gift to make frds and minister to ppl. He has gave me a unique ability to make sincere relationship.
bcos Christ reigns in me.
so after becoming a engineer for a while, i quited and i am currently working in Walton international Grp(S) PTE LTD as a landbanker now.
it's a career that i reali enjoy bcos i get to meet all walks of ppl in my life. i get to help ppl to better invest in a correct way. to analyse together with my cients the oppt and not jus to do hard selling.
cos i dun believe in that. i like to share.
Not only so, I am also Volunteering under Touch Community Service in my Church, Volunteering in NYC as well as Sunday school :)
right now, my only Wish is to become even closer with Christ in this beauty journey of my Life.
i am a full time Christian & only a part time daughter, frd, landbanker, sportsman etc...
Lord, everything i have belongs to You...
drop me an email: yanying8@singnet.com.sg or 97545658 (Walton) or 90997000 (DTZ)
SApphire's Favourites ___________________
To have Harmony & Peace.
DayDreaming, Eating, Sleeping, Exercising, Catching up with peeps,
Reading, Shopping, having LOTSSS of $$$, Travelling, meeting new ppl everyday :)
I love Real Estate.
most importantly, to be in the presence of God!
