mixed feelings. Vodka & Lime?
Wednesday, November 30, 2005//


it has been like 9 days since my exams finished. HAHA..still high on holidays, been going out...bought a few stuff and excited to meet up with my old friends too.

been home for only 7 days and it feels like its 1 whole year at home.
funny ya?
i think so too.
i should be happy to be at home. i was for the lst few days.
then realise, somehow i miss my hall room.
not my hall life, nor my hall friends. but my hall room.
guess i missed the privacy and having my own space.
though i jus moved house and got myself my own room.
but hmmmm..things wasnt like that.
my room became my dad's working office room. became my brother's studying room.
my cupboard's no long filled with my clothes, but my mum's clothes as well. cos she says her cupboard got no space.
my drawers wasnt filled with my own stuff, but my daddy's stuff.
when i went home, i couldnt even find space to put my own stuff.
how pathetic.
i was angry. very pissed. wanted to jus screamed at every ****ing ppl out there.
wanted to jus cry and then jus throw all the "doesnt belong to me" stuff out of my windows.
but i didnt.
i tried HARD to keep my sanity.

finally, i am back in hall now. and i AM bloody hell happy.
i reali love being at home.
but...serious, i am only be happy when i can find privacy and find my own breathing space.
my room is ****ing messy.

i had to close and lock my door when watching Sex and the City.
had to squeeze all my books to one side and even had to put my sample thesis on my lap when doing my own thesis...y? because my brother is beside me studying. and my table jus not BIG enough for so many things.

SUCKS.

my dad's fax machines etc etc are ALL on my table as well.

SApphire seriously doesnt have so much patience so much love for everyone.
yes, i do love my family members. i do love being at home. being pampered (at times only). but...i guess i'm just too independent le.

hmmm...over these few years, i am seriously learn to be so much more "alone."

alright enough of all these ****ing issues.

had a great time watching stairway to heaven...HAHA...alright, finally i know why hong qiaoyun is so GAGA over that stupid cheng-jun ge..and ya..candice toO!
haha...alright, gotta admit, i would love to have him as my bf or husband too!

wat episode 7 now...gotta continue watching...and ya..i havent finish my SATC yet too.

going to continue to do my thesis as well..sianz..perhaps, my mood is so bad cos of PMS? stress from thesis?

i dun know. SApphire doesnt know.

sorry for swearing. actually i feel like swearing SOME MORE.
but shall spare you guys.

1st day in hall...gog to go clementi to buy food for steam boat tonight, going to go tct for service training on fri and sat.
then home on sun and mon.

then tues to probably sat will be in hall again.
TRAININGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FYP!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun know. HAHA...maybe the "carrie" thinggy (SATC) has gotten into me...
i am just confused.
totally with the things that's in my life.
i need a direction.
come'on God. give me a sign. give me s signal.
i dun even know what i'm feeling right now.
jus so full of confusion. anger. stress. hatred. and fan-gang-ness.

WATEVER.

Blog is a good channel to vent my anger.
alright. a bit only i guess.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:14 PM




Sapphire is not from a girl's school...HAHA
Sunday, November 27, 2005//


nanyang
Nanyang Girl's school
Good girls who always listen to teachers. you don't
break rules, you dont disobey orders but OH
GOD! ENOUGH CHINESE!


Wad girl's school should you be from?
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HAHA....hmm....true enough.
HAHA...i am very notti and guan lan in sch...and yet quite kia si also...
haha..i decide when to obey and when to disobey...
HMMMM...this test machiam say until i am like the "MO FAN" student....*wee wee*
haha....but then proud to being to a NYGH student..HAHA..i dun like IJ schools...LUCKILY! haha....!!!


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:23 AM




...::: the "eyes" of Sapphire :::...
//


raveneyes
RAVEN EYES

You have Raven
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Intellectual,
Wise, Experienced, Honest,
Trustworthy
Negative Traits: Pompous,
Condescending, Withdrawn, Pessimistic,
Depressed


Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:15 AM




hmmm..what kind of girl Sapphire is???
//


me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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--AbsoluteSApphire8--
10:57 AM




the balance scale.
Thursday, November 24, 2005//


Sapphire hasnt visit friendster for so damn bloody hell long!
finally, when i was in IBN depositing my stupid glass wafer and waiting for the stupid machine to work NORMALLY, decided to go into friendster to have a look.
HAHA. it has changed so much! =)
cool! went around looking through the profiles, photos etc etc of my dearest friends :)
to get updated with their lives also.
surprising, i have 2 new messages! HAHA...one dated back in july and one in sept...from 2 ah-bengs! *roll eyyyyeeeessss*
when i was there, it totally reminded me of those sec days when i go mirc and do stupid things.
HAHA. went to the "Sex" channel to see what people are up to there..HAHA, very interesting indeed.
bluff ppl in mirc that i am a guy or watever... and then i jus logged into the channel with a nick "pussy" or "annabelle" and YOU WILL BE TOTALLY FLOODED WITH STUPID HORNY BORING AND J-H guys. HAHA...guyssssssssssssssssssssss
wonder why these xiao didi(s) will ask ppl for msn over frdster....wow kaoz eh...this kind of frdship sure wont last de lah...waste time onli! HAAAHAA.

someday, i should realli meet up with my jc and sec frds le man...jus chatted with bangwei for a while on msn last night..invited him to come church..HAHA, but kana rejected! HAAHAA :)
he's still sooooooo cute and funny :)
still so "sha sha" de.. HAHA, Sapphire loves shy guy le! but then nah...candice! i dun like bangwei! :)

but was thinking...how come i will like Mr.W more than him in the past...sigh.... *shake head...* what is sooooo good about Mr.W. simply dun understand. must be the teasing and shitty stuff man!

looking back...though Sapphire has hmm..haha...quite a number of eye candies...but then seriously speaking, never realli fell madly in love...except a few.

previously shared w huiyi in NUH under the moonlight....with the breeze caressing our skins and hair...with the fan producing the monotonous turning sound... so romantic hor lao gong! :) HAHA. hmm...i told her that i wouldnt want to lower my expectations...even in the area of educational level...but, she told me she doesnt mind.
shared with her quite a bit and was thinking about some stuff over these period of time.

naughtiness. i am definitely not a girl next door. HAHA. but i chose to be guai.boring.hum-ji.kia-si. etc etc.
so have i wasted my 22 years of life?
i could have chose to go out there to have fun. to reciprocate things that will cause enjoyment and excitement for. the time being.
worthwhile? worth it?

so how can one draw the line of boundary?
between nottiness and obedience.
living an interesting life or living a boring and always not breaking rules life?

tok about rules.
HA.
since young i have broken like dun know how many thousands of rules le.
thinking back..HAHA, candice i am so much more GUAI LAN than you man...haha...cannot take it...jus too me le....notti notti. but then now...XTREME change-over.
you win me now!

haha...but then...hmmm..diff ppl diff life. diff stages diff way of being.
you let go of some, and you hold on tight to some.
time changes but memories stay.
regrets, hurts, disappointments erased? what you think?
is this the life that you holding tight to..the way you want it to be?
if you are given another chance, would you chose back the same route?

at the end of the day. when you died. when you look back. would you want to be given any chance to re-live this life?
any chances that you want to change any particular moment in your life?

life. what should it be like?
where's the balance scale?
its a torment. a test. a journey.
its an art. to learn how to balance that scale in your life.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:03 PM




woohoooo! wat a lovely wednesday!
Wednesday, November 23, 2005//




MAN!
how good can the weather be like in singapore!
rainyyyyy days!! cosy and romantic nightssss!!
genting highland breeze..... shiok........!!! best time to sleep!sleep!sleep!
watched White Chicks and Monster Inc again! yes...HAHA, on tuesday night! =)
going to give kewei to fix my stupid lappie....reformat YES AGAIN! =)
HAHA....got kana virus
after which...sapphire will be indulging herself in SEX & THE CITY!!!
YES LAH!!! =)
been waiting for soooooo long to watch le! =)
HAHA, i only half way thr from last semester =)
i love Samantha! She's a wildddddd woman! *wee~ wee~*

going for an appointment later...probably only back in the night bah...
cos maybe might be meeting my dearest qiaoyun for dinner...near her stupid alexandra hospital!...bleahhhhh
wednesday!
SAPPHIRE WANNA GO CHEONG!!!
sianz.sad.sigh.
nobody's free. everybody's having examssssss!!!
alright....some other day then! =)
HAHA,hmmm....zouk? chinablack?devil's bar?wala wala? dun know la! =)
jus i will wait for my wing girls to finish exam first.
they are so cheongster. sure will go de man! =)
CANDICE! XM! CLARA! SHANTI! weiling (perhaps??)

wateverrrrrrrrr! when the time comes le, then say! =)

daddy birthday on sat! but then got tribe meeting and church, so Sapphire gonna bring him out to makan on sunday! =)
wanted to bring him to esplandage to makan... cos the ambience is soooo romantic and nice there! =)
but then hor...expensive lei!
HAHA, alright i shall plan again! =)

i love my daddy le! =)
i would want my husband to be like him...errr...a bit like him. oppps!
cannot be totally like him, I WILL DIE!
HAHA.....he definitely got his flaws too lahhhh :)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:23 AM




MOL! here i come!
Tuesday, November 22, 2005//



yeah. forgot to mention!!!!
my mummy called me after my examss!!
she can go le! =)
she took a half day leave on xmas!! =)
my aunt will be going too!

LOVELY SI LE LAH! :)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:03 PM




22nd Nov, last paper - Management & Organisation (MNO)
//


y.e.a.h.
exams over....
so tiring.
wanted to go out...but then raining now... :)
but i still thank God.
cos Sapphire lovesss rainy day le.
so personalised.
going to rot and stone and perhaps go and take a good nap....

today's ppr?
hmmm...quite disappointing i feel.
could have done better. sigh.
but its okie.
over le lah.
jus wanna take a rest now...
tomor 2pm still got some appt i need to attend to...
then do fyp, go home!

y.e.a.h.
Sapphire misses HOME so much.
cant wait.

hmmm...and yea, perhaps will be meeting up with qiaoyun soon too....
wanted to go HV...but then that girl....so busyyyyyyy always de....
BOOHOOOOOOOO!

alright...
you guys must jiayou kk! :)

dun give up!
God is good. He always is.
our confidence is in Him. not our results nor performance nor....etc.

JIAYOU LE! love you guysssss *muacks!*


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
1:55 PM




21st Nov, third paper - Industrial Automation
Monday, November 21, 2005//


Yeah! 3rd ppr down!
this time....i manage to finish. in fact there was too much time.
why!?!?!
COS I DUN KNOW HOW TO DO ALMOST THE WHOLE PPR MAN!
crap.
die liao le lor....
screw "backside" le lah!!
boohoooooooooooo!!!!
might as well dun study man! *PHWEEEEEE!!!*


anyway, gotta take a break then start mugging for tomroz last ppr le!
anyway, Sapphire went to TCT on sat!
the message was for me and finally i went down to the altar call!
dun know why...HAHA, but Sapphire always answered altar call only in TCT...
wanted to go alone...but then KELLY pulled me to sit with her =)
HAHA....thanks for your invitation dearie! =)
and nice dinner with you too!
Sapphire was feeling very down and sianz and sad before service, so pathetically, i treated myself a NICE ICE CREAM to cheer myself up! =)
indeed, it works!

who says diamonds are a girl's best friend??!!!!

nah...ice cream is my BESTEST "ho peng you" le lah!
cheeseburger is pinky'sss bestest favourite!
chocolates are cinderbelle's favourite!


HAHA.

anyway, my cousin is from FCBC, so yday he smsed me to tell me he invited his mummy to MOL, so asked me to allinance with him!
so...i called my daddy too!
THANK GOD! He's going too! YEAH YEAH YEAH!
and my brother...HAHA...though he doesnt want to go to "this kind of church bo-liao stuff" that he says...but then he says jus buy first, cos it's only $4...so he says he will see if he got plans or wanna go on that day bah!
and for my mummy...she can only confirm with me tomroz, cos she's not sure if she's working on xmas!
anyway, i will be praying for them! u too must pray for me okies! that my family can go to MOL on xmas! that it will be a day of salvation for my family! YEAHHHH!!!


okies...SApphire is SO SO SO tired now.
sianz.
how to study for tomroz's ppr!?!??!?!!?

u who are reading this entry now is NOT A COINCIDENT!!! HAHA :)
pray for me okies! pray for wisdom, strength, concentration and most importantly, i will be able to do well for this MNO ppr tomroz!

ai si ni men le lah! :) :) :)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
12:53 PM




Xmas Reply! oh no...they cant go!!
//


from my previous entry, i mentioned that i invited my MNO lecturer and family to MOL...so i emailed them about the time schedule...
BUT VERY SADLY! they couldnt make it!! but then its okie lah =)
cos they are performing in their church! so cool man!!! =)

**********************************************************************************
Dear YanYing

Thank you so much for your kind invitation! It looks fascinating!

Unfortunately, as Dan is on the worship team at church, I fear we are going to be quite busy 23-25 December. So, we have to (sadly, very sadly) decline your invitation.

But, again, thank you so much for inviting us -- I wish we could go...

Thanks Yan Ying!

Blessings

Mavis
*********************************************************************************


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
12:35 PM




19th Nov, 2nd paper - Dynamics of Interpersonal effectiveness
Saturday, November 19, 2005//


yeah! :)

had my 2nd ppr! =)

HAPPY!
anyway...once again.
HAIYO! wats wrong with sapphire man!
didnt really finish my ppr also!
haha...engine students simply cannot write essayssssss! BOOHOOO...
too much to write le lor..where got time! wow lao eh...now my fingers are so damn SUAN laaa! HELP LAHHH, i need finger therapy! *any nice soul out there?!?!?*

anyway, hmmm...reali hope i will do well for this ppr bah!
BUT WATEVER..its over le!
going to start mugging for my monday ppr cos later got church...oh no...going to be away from 3pm to 10pm le...
sigh..another day gone!
BUT NVM! God is good and He will never shortchanged me de!
i guess, i would rather be in His Arms...than in the clutches of the devilish and evil books!

something exciting is going to happen.
will update you all when the time is right.

anyway, remember e 2 things that i said i wanan do after the exams?
i did one last sat le..manage to tok to a person. and glad that she was with me and reali appreciate her concern =)
after the exams, she is going to pei me to do the 2nd thing. jus keeping my fingers crossed and that everything be just fine.

God is good. Sapphire dun wanan worry anymore. Anxiety, Stress and Worry only makes things worse. not productive and effective at all. My faith and confidence is in Him. He has made the wild flowers so beautiful and allowed the birds to fly so freely in the sky. being a Child of God, shouldnt i deserve much more Love than these creatures? definitely. If God has blessed such flowers and Birdiess, i know that He will give me more.
Sapphire jus wanan rest in His Arms. to give my Daddy a big Hug and tell Him that i've got nothing now, but everything belongs to Him. i jus want Him to know that i want to put my entire trust in Him. to let Him guide my feelings, my steps, my thoughts, my plans...everything. that there shall be no fear. no worry. no anxiety. no faithlessneses. no stress. in my dictionary.
bcos, perfect Love cast out all fears. :)

*medical sample*

my blood type - jesus's Blood
Expiry date - eternal
Date of Birth - the day He died for me
Nationality - Heaven
Name of Parents - Christ


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:46 PM




18th Nov, first paper - Design of Manufacturing and Assembly
Friday, November 18, 2005//




HAHA...we are "xian nu"!!?!?
we are chio? or cos we hardly appear in hall?!?! HAHA....SO FUNNY! =)


alrightttttt, today had my 1st paper for my sem 7!
hmmm. this is my most prepared paper.
but then couldnt finish. i dun think a lot of ppl managed to finish as well.
sigh. had 2 careless mistakes...
sianZ! SHOULDNT MAKE THESE MISTAKES!
but then i wasnt very sad, jus happy that its over....
on my way back, kelly told me while waiting for the lift to CL.
she said she can see that every semester, from my face, i seem to be happier, more relax and "its just different."
HAHA...hmmm...wonder what that mean...
is it God who did this to me? has my confidence in Him increase? my security in Him anchored so strong as my walk with Him continues??
or is it jus that i am slacking and becoming more bo-chap liao?
more and more de-motivated?

nobody's know...."nobody knows it but Him."
*i LOVE the song by tony rich project, if i never remember his name wrongly.*

1 ppr down, 3 more to go!
been planning about the things that i want to go after my exams.
man...its jus sooo overwhelming!
SIGH!

i do feel like going cheonging on wed 23rd of Nov!
anybody wanna go and enjoy the music?!!?

alright..HAHA, maybe i will jus be a good girl, stay in and watch movie, go have a drink, go shopping etc etc...

we'll see!

oh ya...tomoroz still got 1 ppr..
cant be bothered. think i dun want to study le.
bored. bored-ed. bored-ed-ed.
HAHA. cant be helped.
perhaps sapphire isnt THAT hardworking and conscientous ah.... *WIDE SMILE!*

and oh ya...MUMMY CAME TODAY!
she brought me super nice home cooked food...and 2 containers of BIRD NEST!!!
*muackssss!*
feel soooooooooooo loved!! :)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:58 PM




Cupid Love Analysis (Haha..recommended from candice! =) )
Thursday, November 17, 2005//


The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
***********************************************************************************

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.


Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Stiletto, The Battleaxe, Genghis Khunt, Half-Cocked

CONSIDER: The Peach

************************************************************************************


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
4:00 PM




a FRIEND - a treasure found.
//





a lovely thursday morning.
"zhe ge shi jie hui zhe yang mei hao, zhi ying you ni!!"
HAHA...
early morning, went to pack bf for my dearest da-babe! =) baos, nasi-lemak and a cup of hot and nice milo drink! =)
HAHA! who knows...man...clara packed nasi-lemak for her too le =)
girl ah...see how good God is to you! HAHA...so many people to love you, to pack bf for you worzz =)

back from toilet...*WOWWWWW*, a "ai xin tang tang" on my table! (muackssss)
"jiu shi ni le la candice!!*
brighten my morning!
lovely, romantic, cosy, rainy thursday morning.
one day before the BIG exam!
your sweet jus totally zapp me! HAHA, i will eat that de! =)
thanks for your loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
will catch up with you more after the exams! =)
HAHA
we can go and eat and play too!
=)

take care and jiayou and ALL DA BEST TOO! =)
your recommended song "the black eyed peas - my hump" IS NICE!!
feel like gog cheonging le! HAHA...bad influence siaaa!!


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
12:05 PM




15th NOV, the super duper BIMBOTIC qiuru b'day! =)
Monday, November 14, 2005//







celebrated after church last sat! =)
good time catching up and its a lovely cell group sharing that day! =)
it theme for her bday was PINK.
everything was pink. the flowers, the prezzie, the card.
only the cake! HAHA, cos mel says the strawberry cake DOENST look good! =)

reali pray that my dear Sista will continue to walk closer and closer to Him! =)
to be the one that God Loves and desires =)
and not to conform and enjoy the things for this world! =) - AMEN! -


loves her man! =)
she's an angel sent to me by Him! =)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:20 PM




SHIJIA'S ALBUM IS OUT TODAY!!! =)
//





hey peeps!! its reali a nice album!
shijia is sooooooo talented can!
she actually wrote a few songs! =)
its a lovely album!
if you dun have the money, ROB A BANK YOU IDiiiiOT!!
HAHA =)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:12 PM




K.a.i.r.a, Gong Shijia
Friday, November 11, 2005//











yoyoyo peepsss!!
shijia's album will be out soon!!
those from Nanyang Girl's High and RJC and TH and NUS must purchase her album!! niceeee!! i hear a few songs le!! =)

support original! NO PRIRACY! HAHA...ehhh...only for her album i will do just that! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
go go go shijia! ALL da best!! =)
she looksssss so lovely!!!


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:05 PM




it was out of the (B)(L)(U)(E).
Tuesday, November 08, 2005//


Tuesday.
To many people, it might be just another day after Monday.
But, to Sapphire, its a brand new day.
changes. though its difficult. especially when its WAY OUT OF YOUR HABIT. comfort zone...but its a MUST!
thank God, at least He finally tell me whats wrong all these while.
though its a small step, i know, as long as i press on. hopefully things will work out. "you do not have, because you do not ask."
i know that what i asked is defnitely in line with what He would like me to do as well....
Soon. after exam, there's 2 things that i want to do.
i cannot afford to procrastinate anymore.

sometimes its hard to find someone to talk to. not because there's no one to listen. but cos everyone will only have some preferable "comfortable" listening ear that you want to disclose, share and be made vulnerable to.
sometimes, you know who this person/people are....but, you jus wonder if they would want to listen to you? will they be able to understand u? will they judge you? too many "unknown".
i always believe that there's no need for anyone to know about me, cos i have God. he knows can le.
BUT! finally...what miss.gan told me makes more sense know.
though its good to let God knows everything about you...
there's still a need to let "man" know you.

i reali pray that God will help me and bring me through this difficult period of time.
No one can realli help me except Him.
grant me the determination, persistence and strength to do beyond what i am capable to do.
Not by my strength nor my might, but by the Spirit of God...i am an overcomer.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:14 PM




...:: that's why God wants me to take MNO ::...
Saturday, November 05, 2005//


man man man...
something cropped up for my MNO proj, didnt do very well and my team approached our tutor to ask her for feedback and even for a review.

my tutor --> Mavic McAllister.

she was very very kind, reviewed, gave very sincere and detailed feedback and also gave our proj 1 more mark!
ha...though yes, only 1 more mark, but i seriously appreciate her effort in all these. she doesnt have to do it. but she did it.

so, being the same Sapphire, i wrote her an email to tell her how i felt for this whole semester in her class. to encourage and to affirm her efforts too!
she was really a teacher. in my entire 4 years in NUS, she is seriously one of the rare good and dedicated i can see.
she is jus lovelyyyyyyyyy! to the max! =)

this is her replied email =)
***********************************************************************************

Dear YanYing

Thank you so very much for your extremely encouraging words. This semester has been quite a learning experience for me, as it's the first time I've taught at NUS, and I was hoping to do a good enough job to help my students not only learn what they needed for the exam, but to also enjoy the experience itself. It's hard to tell from the front of the classroom whether you are really making a positive impact or not, so comments like yours really make the whole thing worthwhile! Thank you!

I noted that from your "backgrounder" (the information you filled out waaaay back at the beginning of the semester) that you converted from Buddhism to Christianity last year -- someday when you have time, I'd love to hear your testimony (e.g., how that happened). As I believe you know, both Dan and I are Christians -- and working (and praying!) to raise our little boy as one as well.
Our little boy often tells Daddy to "tell your students about Jesus so they can know and be saved too" and he knows that Daddy tries to put a bit of scripture in his Nuggets of Knowledge from time to time when it fits.

So, thanks again for your encouragement, and I pray that your walk with Him will get closer and deeper every day of your life!

Blessings!

Mavis

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so i replied her and talk to her much more through the email, disclosed quite some stuff about myself and also invited her and her family to attend "Magic of Love" during Dec! and told her that after the exams, i dun mind catching up with her! haha, to share about my testimony too! =)
lovely!!

************************************************************************************

Hi YanYing

Thank you!

And, Yes, please do let us know when that "Magic of Love" will be, and if we can, we would love to go!

In the meantime, all the best on your exams -- I look forward to hearing from you after they are all over!

Blessings!

Mavis

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man...God is good. its awesome to see how He can use me even in this biz module.
jus cant wait to invite them to MOL! =)
with their passion to want to reach out to their students. its really so comfortable and encouraging to hear that! =)


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--AbsoluteSApphire8--
9:54 AM




A Song He gave me in this day.
Thursday, November 03, 2005//


You Raise Me Up Lyrics
by Josh Groban


When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:40 AM


SApphire's Inner World
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THIS IS MY STORY... hmmm...a Virgo, a High C individual...Helper, AChiever & Loyalist. lots of expectation for myself..perhaps also for the ppl around me. dun like to face failure and disappointment, but i am definitely learning. a Passive person, but as long as i appreciate the person, i will take the first step and get out of my comfort zone. the Language of my love for the person that i cherish will be time. the greater the time and effort spend on the person, the more important the person is to me in my life. A stubborn, hot tempered, emotional, pessimistic gal.Loner. "Anti-social" tagged by most people if you judge me by the first impression =) i graduated in NUS as a mechanical engineer. i tried working in STMicroelectronics as a process engineer. but found that this is somethg that i dun reali enjoy. because i know God has created me differently. He has made me with a passion to be with ppl. He has gave me a gift to make frds and minister to ppl. He has gave me a unique ability to make sincere relationship. bcos Christ reigns in me. so after becoming a engineer for a while, i quited and i am currently working in Walton international Grp(S) PTE LTD as a landbanker now. it's a career that i reali enjoy bcos i get to meet all walks of ppl in my life. i get to help ppl to better invest in a correct way. to analyse together with my cients the oppt and not jus to do hard selling. cos i dun believe in that. i like to share. Not only so, I am also Volunteering under Touch Community Service in my Church, Volunteering in NYC as well as Sunday school :) right now, my only Wish is to become even closer with Christ in this beauty journey of my Life. i am a full time Christian & only a part time daughter, frd, landbanker, sportsman etc... Lord, everything i have belongs to You... drop me an email: yanying8@singnet.com.sg or 97545658 (Walton) or 90997000 (DTZ)

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