h e a r t. you cant hide it.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007//


"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." Matthew 5:8 (NIV)




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why not God?
Tuesday, October 30, 2007//



2007/10/30

We Trust The Seasons, Why Not God?
by Jon Walker

Then the word of the Lord came to me, asking, “What do you see, Jeremiah?” I replied, “I see a branch of an almond tree.” The Lord said to me, “You have seen correctly, for I watch over My word to accomplish it.” (Jeremiah 1:11-12 HCSB)

My favorite time of year is the fall. I’m energized by the cool weather, crisp air, colorful landscape, and the coming of SEC football. The season swells with holiday romance and the promise of peace on earth, good will toward man.

Ironically, fall also is the worst time of year for me, and I know I’m not alone in such sentiment. The promise of all good things violently collides with the reality of broken dreams and irretrievable relationships. Over the years, I’ve been to more family funerals and hospital waiting rooms between Oct. 1 and Jan. 1 than any other time of year. I feel relieved when the “ghost of Christmas” is truly past.

Yet, in even the worst of these moments, I wait for the signs of spring. I can’t say I always wait patiently or with God-infused grace, but God has given me a consistent reminder of his faithfulness: The seasons come and go as surely as the sun will rise tomorrow, and God set the seasons in motion as a way of saying, “Year in and year out, you trust the seasons to return, now trust me to be just as faithful.”

In a vision, God explained this to the poet Jeremiah:

“Then the word of the Lord came to me, asking, ‘What do you see, Jeremiah?’ I replied, ‘I see a branch of an almond tree.’ The Lord said to me, ‘You have seen correctly, for I watch over my word to accomplish it.’” (Jeremiah 1:11-12 HCSB)

More than likely, God chose the almond for his illustration because in Israel it is traditionally the first tree to bloom, signaling the arrival of spring. Jeremiah would know it as the “watch tree” because it was the tree you watched as you waited for the season of new life.

As God teaches Jeremiah, there is good-natured humor in his play on words (more evident in the Hebrew). In a sense, the exchange goes like this:

- God of all creation: Jeremiah, what do you see?

- Jeremiah: I see a branch from the “watch” tree.

- God of all creation: That’s right! Use it as a reminder that I “watch” over my word, that I am constantly at work whether or not you can see what I’m doing.

The ebb and flow of the seasons are greeting cards from God, reminding us that things are not always as they seem. We tend to live by sight and not by faith, but God is patiently teaching us to do it the other way around – live by faith, not by sight. (2 Corinthians 5:7 NIV)

What now?

· Trust the one who created the seasons – We trust the seasons to return every year; the challenge is to trust the one who created the seasons. God spoke the world into existence; he hung the moon and the stars; he spoke you into your mother’s womb; he is active in your life, even if you don’t see or understand what he’s doing. If you truly believed that, how would you respond differently to your circumstances?

· Keep your hope in God, not what you see – A tree may appear barren in winter, but that doesn’t mean it’s not alive. That’s why we call it the dead of winter! Trust in God and not your sight: “For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.” (Romans 8:24-25 NIV) God says the Spirit will help us in our weakness. Pray, “Lord, I believe, help my unbelief.”

· You don’t have to understand – Read this sentence three times: “The Truth is not dependent on my ability to understand what is going on.” (OK, go back and really repeat it three times!) Let God interpret the facts; let him explain the situation. Meanwhile, focus on God and not on your limited ability to understand events or circumstances. “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” (2 Corinthians 4:18 NIV)

· Spring is coming – This season in your life will change. There will be new life. Remind yourself that spring is coming. When you feel anxiety about the holidays or dreariness during winter, explain to someone else that spring is coming. Jesus did walk out of the tomb on the third day; he is resurrected and alive, and if he has conquered death, he’s got a handle on any situation you are facing.



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I MISS AUSSIIIEEEE~~


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I MISS THOSE DAYS.........................

SIGH!!!!


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listen to the lyrics...
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life.
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that was an email sent by my HP etch operator yihnan.
he was caught fighting in ST hostel, and was sent back to china...
i met him up the day before he flew, to treat him to deilfrance bf...

i had a long chat with him...
the day i left ST was painful.
i held back my tears all the way on my last night in the fab (working night shift) & until when i reached home.

i cried in the bathroom under the running shower.
it was terrible.
i missed my operators, i missed my fellows shift engineers.
i missed my N6 specialist like alywin, ah beh, vady, adriyan, sim chun etc etc...

now, as i read the email.
i totally brought me back to those days.
esp, when i met up with one of my frd from honeywell and his frds for a driving range golf at changi yday night.
i thanked God for this great company.
learnt a lot.

i was very excited and happy initially when i first started golfing...
until, when the focus was too piercing. and nature was too quiet.
and the whole world seems to fade away.
leaving with me and the ball.
tots came flooding over me...remembering things vividly.

i've never had such experience before when i played sport.
probably this is the most deafening slient sport i've ever played thus far.

sigh.
do i miss my good old days?
YES and NO.
haha...woman are fickle minded.
no wonder we are call bitches. some call them.
haha.

am i enjoying my work now??!?!
OF COS!
i am meeting so many nice ppl out there.
making good frds.
and that's totally what i call meaningful things in life. with a connecting purpose :)

but sometimes, being in this biz can be a little tiring too.
too active and occupied with meeting ppl.
haha.
sometimes, jus wanna be alone.


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wat a sweet and memorable surprise...
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YY你好么 我是尹楠 好久没和你联系了 很想念你 我上回给你发的信息你看到了么
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who to chose hur hur?
Sunday, October 28, 2007//


thurs is walton's appreciation dinner!
at NUSSU guide house...I think.....

monday and tuesday need to call up some clients to finalise and fix appointment for presentation.
do hope they are able to meet me mans!!!

work and timing is abit dynamic....thats why my schedule is always changing~

i am still clinging on to God's blessing and i still believe, that He will never shortchange me.

it's been like 1yr since i last catch a movie.
should grab someone to pei me for a movie mans.

i think sapphire is enjoying the night more and more.
to drive alone in the night.
to watch the stars and moon in the night.
to chat in the night.
to daze and not think and be retarded in the night...
haha...
seems like the last time i did all these was reali back in Central Aussie in March this year.

i am so looking forward to another trip soon.
backpack. motel. coffee by the streets. chatting with ppl whom i do not know anywhere and anytime.
laid back lifestyle and being foreign and excited to everythg around.

but most imptly.
it's always the companion.

i have so so so many frds out there.
but whenever it comes to a choice, to select and choose to have a companion or i need to vent and share my burden with...
HMMM. it seemed to be pretty hard a choice.
cos i never seem to have a constant company. or companies.

and i wonder if it's good.

but at least i know. no matter who i go with....even if it's ooi weiling or verlyna whom i hardly meet. but only been to 16days grad trip in aussie before.
i think i will still enjoy.
cos i am quite shui bian person.
so i tend to give in. HMMM. to most of my frds bah????!?!?!

no idea.

but definitely, i am selective too.
in fact, even as i'm typing this entry...
haha...names and faces that are eligible are already in my head.
less than 7 ppl at most....

HMMM.


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yday's conversation & today's sermon makes me think.
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Where you find true friendship, you find true love...
Unknown

When being together is more important than what you do,you are a true friend...
Unknown

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success.
Doug Larson

Those truly linked don't need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart,Their friendship is as true as ever.
Deng Ming-Dao

True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance.
Henry David Thoreau

It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship.
Henry Ward Beeche

A book is a friend, a good book is a good friend. It will talk to you when you want it to talk, and it will keep still when you want it to keep still, and there are not many friends who know enough to do that.
By: B. A. Billingsly

For 70 nights, right across America, I've been getting out there with two ex-lovers and we've been playing songs which are so specific about each of us, you just wouldn't know. We're friends now but we can't forget what happened between us.
By: Stevie Nicks

He is his own best friend, and takes delight in privacy whereas the man of no virtue or ability is his own worst enemy and is afraid of solitude.
By: Unknown

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."""
By: Bernard Meltzer

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.
By: Bernard Meltzer.

Loves may come and go but friends are forever, no matter what.
Anon

Since this record is coming out on Machine Shop, our label, I could pick anyone I wanted to work on it, so I chose Brad as our A&R guy, which is hilarious because ... Brad's not a label guy, he's my friend, ... I've known him since I was like 13 years old and he can come in and say, 'Hey, that song, it's good, but trash this part of it and do this differently,' and I will actually listen to him.
Mike Shinoda

Where you find true friendship, you find true love...
Unknown

Your best friends are those who speak well of you behind your back.
Sam Ewing

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.
Unknown

A am a great friend of public amusements, they keep people from vice.
By: Samuel Johnson

Age appears to be best in four things, - old wood best to burn, old wine to drink, old friends to trust, and old authors to read.
By: Alonso of Aragon

Friends are the sunshine of life.
By: John Hay

Friends are the link between ourselves and the road to happiness, without them we are lost.
By: by Katie

True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.
By: Ben Jonson

You got nothing to lose. You don't lose when you lose fake friends.
Joan Jett

If you give up your best friend or any friend for another group, then your are not a friend at all.
Anon

True Friend
You're a true friend,that I want you to know,Our love for each other has helped us to grow.We've been through some tough times,but we've made it throughThe only one I ever trusted was you.
Author unknown

Good bye, proud world! I’m going home, Thou art not my friend, I am not thine.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Advice from your friends in like the weather, some of it is good, some of it is bad.
Proverb



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a true frd.
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What is a True Friend?


Sidebar to "The Art of Friendship"

“What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies.”—Aristotle

You can have a lot of acquaintances, but only a few people will become your best friends. These are kindred spirits, much like David and Jonathan mentioned in the main article, whose souls were “knit together.” Friendships like this will endure, even though the intensity of the friendship will ebb and flow over time.

One of the dangers in this kind of friendship is co-dependency. The sheer delight of having such a friend can also create weighty expectations in the relationship. A good question for friends to ask regularly is, “Are we truly seeking the other person’s highest good?”

“A true friend stabs you in the front.”—Oscar Wilde

Leave it to Oscar Wilde to lay out an important truth with such wry humor. A true friend is one who helps you see the truth, even if it hurts. This doesn’t mean we can go around stabbing our friends with hurtful words. Rather, it means being up front with friends about important issues, raising gentle questions with tact and love, never gossiping or putting them down to others behind their backs.

“I do not wish to treat friendships daintily, but with the roughest courage. When they are real, they are not glass threads or frost-work, but the solidest thing we know.”—Ralph Waldo Emerson

Real friendships don’t just happen, and they aren’t maintenance free. Ask questions both in conversation with your friend and when you’re alone: “How would you describe our friendship?” “What is God doing in each of us, separately and together?” “How can we help each other become all God wants us to be?”



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the slient night.
Saturday, October 27, 2007//




thanks for the great dinner a Thai Express. great chat by the "sea" or "river" (watever you call it) tonights.
it's been a LONG LONG time, since we had such a good chat.
4-5hrs of getting along wasnt bad too.
i guess, silence is getting more and more comfortable betw both of us.
and i thanked God.
thanks for being true and real on who you are to me.
thanks for wanting to let me understand you more.
and thanks for the little little encouragements, provoking statements & acceptance along the conversation.

i am in no position to advice nor to challenge or to discipline.
but i do wish, someday (soon), with our intentional effort & God's inner tranformation, we can become a much better person in any ways accordingly to His context, we can look at things with Hope and Joy, and not with cynicism nor having a melancholy feel.

though we have grown up, and yet still with the childlikeness within.
that there will not be a struggle btw who we want to be and who we should be.
By His spirit...gradually, we will be transformed and be delivered, to find the You and Me whom God wants us to be.
without finding it hard, torturing and hypocritical in our inner self.

i believe, the true self is reali one that God has created us to be....
that God has a plan to use us for...
that God enjoys seeing the way we are....
that God is pleased with who we are....


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you know who you are.
Friday, October 26, 2007//


my dear frd.
it saddens me to see those photos of yours.
i wish i can be daring enuff to tok to you to wake you up.
i wish i am not so diplomatic.
i want to tell you that you need to live a new life and gettting so messed up with the world..
and yet, it hurts me to tell you the truth.
and i am fearful, that you will reject what i have to tell you and you harden your heart even more.

i wish you can go back to those days, when you still do not know the world. and are able to resist those temptations.
my dear frd...
i know it's painful to forsake the world.
i know it's restrictive and suffocating to follow the rules, regulations and laws.
i know it's boring to be with the ppl that you are supposed to fellowship & build family.
i know i understand i hear you and i feel you.

but frd.
be strong. be stronger.
fight them.
a little step at a time.
you might be 1 step ahead ONLY to realise you are later 2 steps behind.
and then you try again with a 1 step, only to realise you are still far behind.

you try and you try and you try.
and finally you say "watever, i cant be bothered. that's me. i cant change. i am not holy enuff. i am tired of all this. i jus want to be myself. i only live once."

my frd.
this yrs which you have walked through your life.
is there not even ONE event where God has touched you so deeply.....?
is there not even ONE event where you know no matter how tempting the world can be...then you still feel empty and futile in the midst of those lights, smokes, vast sky under the bridge?

my frd.
i love you and care for you so much, that it pains me.
i wish i can tell you how many times i have teared for you.
bcos i could see the similarity betw you and me.
and i know the pain and the struggle.
that is why, you are not to go thr these alone.
let me share your burden.
let me walk this thr together...

jus like what i am experiencing now.

i cant bang into the door, unless you open it for me slightly...
let me enter my frd.
even jus to walk quietly beside you.

that's all i ask for...


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He is there for you...
Thursday, October 25, 2007//


Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When its headed for the ground
And theres nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down

Its so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When theres many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You wont be alone
Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be your friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone
You wont be alone cause Ill be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
Theres no use going on
You cant give it up
Ill help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
Ill always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone, you wont be alone
cause Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be the one to rely one
When the whole worlds gone, you wont be alone
cause Ill be there
And when the whole world is gone
Youll always have my shoulder to cry on


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new life ahead.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007//


i thanked God for Damian and Su chern in my life.
i thanked God for meeting them in walton international.

they are my angels...

i have decided.
i know. and i wont escape anymore.
God's calling for me is reali in walton international.
i know it.

to make a difference in my colleagues life. to make a difference in my the ppl whom i have met along my way in this industry.

O lord... i am sorry.
i am sorry for being so weak.
and always and always not thankful for your blessings.
i am sorry for always wanting to compare to find my significance in this world.

Lord.
you are a God who demands excellence.
i promise u.
from today on, i want to change.
not with my own strength. but with your strength.
i will be more discipline. more more discipline.

Lord, help me to find Joy...from the inside out.
this everlasting shine within me that is infectious to the ppl around me.

Lord. help me.
"not by my might nor strength, but by Your spirit"

i surrender all to you my Lord....


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breakthrough!
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By Faith

By Melissa Milbourn, Proverbs 31 She Speaks Graduate

"By Faith the people passed through the Red Sea as on dry land..."

Hebrews 11:29 (NIV)

Devotion:

I love the Word of God...its width and its depth, and how it is truly alive and active when we choose to get into it and allow it to transform our hearts. But in the past this particular scripture has been humorous to me. I always thought, "For crying out loud, how much faith could it take to cross the Red Sea? You've already seen God's might by way of parting it! The Egyptians are CHAISING YOU, the only common sense thing to do is RUN ACROSS the sea through the path that God has created...or be slain by the Egyptians, or taken captive again! What kind of faith does it take to cross in those circumstances?"

I thought it was humorous, that is, until God made it alive to me by relating it to my life.

This past year God called me to "step out" in a variety of ways in my life. His callings took me into unfamiliar territory. I, too, had a choice to make. I either had to stay where I was, or cross the Sea. To stay where I was meant that I wouldn't fulfill the "hope of my calling," or enter my "promised land". This is where God's blessings would flow fully and abundantly to me and through me as I allowed Him to be Lord of my life. There's much reward in obedience. I knew that crossing the sea was the way to go. I knew it was best for me, and yet I stood on the shore saying, "Do I cross or not cross?"

Put yourself in the place of the Israelites. Picture yourself standing by the Red Sea. The Egyptians are hot on your trail. Moses raises the staff and the waters part. You're standing on the shore looking at that. You have to run down a hill to the bottom of the sea. Can you imagine how high the walls of water would be on each side of you? What about the noise of the wind holding the water back? You'd be thinking, "If I run into this, will the waters stay back until I get across? Can I make it before the waters come crashing back in?" "By faith the people passed through the Red Sea as on dry land."

Even when God is offering deliverance or a good path, it still takes faith to accept it!

The good news is our God is so faithful to us. He doesn't stand on the other side of the sea shouting, "Hurry up and run!" He gently and lovingly stands by our side, takes our hand, and says: "Beloved, don't be afraid. I will not leave you nor forsake you, I have summoned you by name, you are mine. When you walk through the waters I will be with you, they will not sweep over you, for I am the Lord your God and I love you...together, let's cross the sea" (adapted from Isaiah 43).

Is God calling you to "step out"? It could be getting more involved at church, a new ministry, a new job, or moving to a new area.

Whatever sea of circumstances you might have, may you, by faith, cross the sea as though on dry land.

Dear Lord, earnestly I seek You. Help me not to fear, but to be strong and courageous, standing on the promise that You will not leave me nor forsake me. Together we'll cross the sea. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Related Resources:

What Happens When Women Walk in Faith by Lysa TerKeurst

She Speaks conference

If you believe God is calling you to step out in faith by working at home, Glynnis Whitwer will be hosting a 4-part conference call series - based on her book work@home: A Practical Guide for Women Who Want to Work From Home - beginning Monday, October 29th on how to make the transition.

For more information, click here.

Application Steps:

Practice faith. Be faithful in the small things that God is calling you to do, so that when the big things arrive you'll already be accustomed to obeying God's ways. Establish a level of faith and trust.

Reflections:

Is God calling you into an area that's new to you?

Are you going through a difficult time and don't see a way out? Pray and seek to recognize His call for you to trust Him.

Power Verses:

Psalm 77:19, "Your path led through the sea, your way through the mighty waters, though your footprints were not seen." (NIV)

Luke 17:6, "If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it will obey you." (NIV)

Isaiah 43:2, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze." (NIV)


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random entry.
Sunday, October 21, 2007//


sapphire is totally loss.
i am always loss.
i am gog to AIA to take a test this evening. to be frank, i am so not interested.
i am gog, bcos a AIA manager has poached me and have volunteered to sign up and to pay for my exam fees.
and i was thinking why not? getting some certs to prepare for future might be good?
i do not know.

i am loss at the junction again.
i have become a manager in walton. i can start recruiting. i am still doing pretty well.
but should i continue in this journey?
many times, i doubted and doubted and doubted. and it's irritating.
if God, is this what you want me to do??
no doubt, i am able to meet up with lots of ppl, able to help them, to build relationships.
able to have plenty time for myself, for my family.
but i am not using my plenty time to serve you or your ministry. not exactly to the extend that i can.
cos i will be weighing always "time spend to prospect" VS "time spend to serve".
i am totally commission based. and i need to secure at least a basic pay for myself.
i mean Lord, i am not even targetting like 5digits per mth or wat. cos i believe, unless the Lord builds the hse, i labour in vain.

and Lord, you know, i am SOOO afraid that i will quit my job AGAIN.
i seriously do not know. i do not want to do it.
but i think i have this problem, of always wanting to find the place that you have for me.
cos it's like nowhere is the place that you have for me.

and i am found and lost. and found and then lost again and again.
i do not want to quit my landbanking job. and perhaps, transiting slowly into a freelance or parttime job will be ideal for me.

i mean, i reali hope i can stop thinking about changing job. if that's an escapism for me.
i want to feel useful, to feel used by You Lord.

i need to deal with my walk with You.
i need to be secured in You.
not to envy or be bitter. not to compare. but to be contented.

i have know You fof about 3yrs.
have i truly changed?
changed from the inside out?
i think i am not even living my life out of You.
i am still struggling to live a life out of my own might, strength and ability.

but, i do want to change.
i reali do. it's jus beyond my natural human nature.

i do not want to act holy even in front of ppl.
i am who i am. i love Christ.
and i jus want to show the ppl around that Christians are not perfect. i am weak. weak and weak.
and only through Christ, i can find myself.
and only through Christ, i can find Joy even when the world logically thinks that i should be feeling sad.
and only through Christ, i can live my life each day by Grace.
and only through Christ, i can find my true meaning in living.
and only through Christ, i can learn to forsake the world. painfully...
the world hurts.
that's why only on the cross, i can find healing. i can find reconcillations. i can find hope. i can find love. i can find acceptance. i can find my belonging. i can find sapphire there.

Lord, grant me a new revival of my faith.
let me stop having this mind struggling, thinking and logical reasoning.
let me jus put a stop to everything.
to jus allow you to take charge and guide me everyday in my little steps. to live by Grace each day.

jus like sharon...from my church, pastor's 12.
she is reali someone who reali lives by God's grace and providence, and she reali live her life jus for christ.
definitely not for herself.

Lord. fly me to the moon....
let the Rain pour....to disguise the tears on my face.
let this broken heart be made whole once again, with the reminder of what You have already done for me... the journey you have walked before me.


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Monday, October 15, 2007//


2007/10/08

Worship On The Go
by John Fischer

God doesn’t desire more of our time sometimes; he desires more of our attention all the time.

Ever feel frustrated because you hear messages about getting closer to God and you definitely desire this for yourself, but you are inundated with so much to do already that this only makes you feel guilty because you are too busy for God? I think we all feel this at one time or another.

Some of you may need to carve some time out of your busy schedule for more specific time to be with God, but that isn’t necessarily the only answer to this question. Look at the following Scriptures:

“I have set the Lord always before me.” Psalm 16:8 NIV
“My eyes are ever on the Lord.” Psalm 25:15 NIV
“I will extol the Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips.” Psalm 34:1 NIV

Reading these words makes you wonder if these are the words of a monk who had nothing else to do but devote himself to God. Actually, they are the words of David, king of Israel, a great ruler and warrior. How did he manage to run a nation and keep his eyes on the Lord at all times? The only conclusion is that he did this while he did everything else. It’s a continual awareness of God that we are talking about here, not necessarily more time devoted to spiritual pursuits.

I once saw a sign that read: “Your god is what you pay attention to.” You see, I believe you can pay attention to God while you are doing everything else. It’s all about doing everything for God and seeing God in everything we do. It’s about bringing God into the boardroom, the exercise room, the living room, and the bedroom. Now of course he’s already in all these places but we’re talking about being aware of his being there at all times. That’s what it means to set the Lord always before us.

Worship is a frame of mind that always has God in the picture. We don’t need church, or Bible study, or devotions to remind us about the Lord if we’re already aware of him all the time. These opportunities then become more precious to us because we can devote all our attention to that which we have been aware of all along.



--AbsoluteSApphire8--
7:03 AM




thanks beixuan for this Entry in Your Blog....
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Sunday, October 14, 2007




A CHOICE TO LOVE?



one of the many things i can learn from my kids is to be honest in their feelings. these are some of the few things which i hear from them every now and then.


"i am very angry because you ..."
"can you don't shout at me? i don't like it"
"i love you"
"i am not happy today because mummy scold me in the morning"
"i like it when you give me a big hug and read story to me"
"i am very scared. i don't want to listen to the story"
"can you pat pat me and sleep beside me?"
"you cannot hit your friend you know. it is very painful."


indeed love is a beautiful thing. it creates the warmness and the joy deep down in the hearts of both the giver and the receiver. perhaps i too, need to see and love from a child's perspective. and to stop loving out of convenience


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:57 AM




rare oppt!!! next proj will be at another county! 0.25acre US$10,000!!! best chance now, as it's 0.571acre US$10,000!!!
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Hi Asia,

As some of you have already heard through this morning’s marketing update presentation, we have another great Hunt County project available for you.

The same long term sustainable factors of our other Hunt County projects apply to here as well.

Sunnyview, featuring approximately 34.90 acres with a total of 61 UDI is now launched and is setup in our internal system; sales documents can now be generated.

The property is located approximately 72 km from Dallas City Centre.

Project Pricing: 1 Unit USD$10,000

Timeline: 4 – 6 years



--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:44 AM




God...where are you?
Friday, October 12, 2007//


God pls answer all my prayers.
you know my compassion and concern for my frds.
you know my concern for my work aspects.
you know my worry for the future.
you know my anxiety towards the things to come.
you know my struggle with acceptance.

grant me a renewal mind.
grant me a refreshed heart & attitute.
grant me the ability to experience and witness MIRACLES in my life. in my frds' lives.

God, help me...


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
11:35 AM





Thursday, October 11, 2007//


http://yahwehhagah.blogspot.com/

this is a very encouraging blogs peeps. do take a look if you can spare the time :)
they also shared mini BS session and discussions which i enjoy a lot.
cos...haha, it's tot provoking. and makes me think, rather than to take my faith and grace for granted.

anyway, i meet up with Eric Tay from AIA on hmmm...wed?
he offered me and poached me to work under him in AIA.
to br frank, i did told him, i wasnt reali interested. but out of courtesy decided to meet him up.

indeed, he has opened my perceptions of what "insurance" company REALI is all about.
in fact, they are pretty much a financial advisors now.

so i agree, and i am currently studying to take their exams.
so does that mean i have quitted walton international?!?!?! OF COS NOT!!!
no way, will i quit walton, cos i love this company, my community of colleagues and most importantly, i strongly believe in landbanking :)

but with AIA, i see myself being fully equipped with the potential to be a full scale financial advisor or personal banker.
i can help my clients to invest in unit trusts, invest with their CPF, protect them with savings and protection schemes, house, maid, car and travel insurance.
so that when my clients need help in (1) wealth creation, (2) protection or medical claims, (3) savings accumulation.

they are look for ONG YAN YING!

i want to help ppl. that's my upmost desire truly.

and i am looking forward!
2nd dec standard char run. which it's by God's grace and strength that i can only complete my 42km. especially when max journey i have ever run was only 10km!
23rd nov-1st dec, i might be flying to sydney with joanne to find yunde! both of them are my church SistaS!
and of cos, 3days camp in nov under national Youth Council! to be a mentor and leader for PLMGS :)

and HMMM....walton's manager retreat?!?!?
is there any??

my next week seems pretty busy.
collecting contracts. delivering contracts. delivering land title deed.
appts and seminers etc etc.
but i am enjoying. enjoying meeting up ppl. either as an advisor, as a frd, to catch up with ppl etc etc.

God grant me open doors! grant me a new change.
to be secured in my identity in Christ. with Good health.

and i thank You.
my dad has quitted smoking. He jus told the family.
he has sustained it for 2mths already...

P R A I S E T H E L O R D


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:35 AM





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Making Points With God
by Jon Walker

“For no one can ever be made right in God's sight by doing what his law commands. For the more we know God's law, the clearer it becomes that we aren't obeying it. But now God has shown us a different way of being right in his sight—not by obeying the law but by the way promised in the Scriptures long ago.” (Romans 3:20-21 NLT)

Brett Favre, the lion-hearted quarterback for the Green Bay Packers, is one of my favorite players in the National Football League. He’s courageous and tough-minded, showing a rare grace under pressure, yet his boyish enthusiasm for the game is infectious as he celebrates each Packer success.

A couple of Sundays ago (Sept. 30), Brett threw a pass that set a new record: the most touchdown passes by an NFL quarterback – 421.

Although the Pack was playing in Minnesota, the officials temporarily stopped the game in order to honor Brett’s achievement. And Brett, in his customary humility, later said he was more interested in a team win than an individual record.

In surprising contrast, the very next week (Oct. 8) Brett tied another record: the most interceptions thrown by an NFL quarterback – 277. This game also was stopped after this record was achieved, but only because the interception ended the Packer’s last-second attempt to win the game.

The most touchdown passes and the most interceptions! It reminds me that there was a time when Babe Ruth, the baseball player who was one of the greatest hitters in the game, owned two records simultaneously: the most home runs hit in a career as well as the most strike-outs in a career.

Here’s the thing: We tend to think of life as a balance sheet that we’ll eventually present to God. As long as the number of our touchdown passes exceed the number of our interceptions, then we’re cool with God, right? To echo the Apostle Paul, God forbid this to be true!

“For no one can ever be made right in God's sight by doing what his law commands. For the more we know God's law, the clearer it becomes that we aren't obeying it.” (Romans 3:20 NLT)

In other words, we can never be made right by throwing touchdown passes – because the more we learn about the Law, the more obvious it is we can never throw enough touchdown passes to make things right with God.

“But now God has shown us a different way of being right in his sight—not by obeying the law but by the way promised in the Scriptures long ago.” (Romans 3:21 NLT)

In his own geek-Greek way, Paul is saying we should forget the balance sheet – ignore the scoreboard, give up on tracking good and bad statistics. Listen, there is good news! There’s another way to get right in God’s sight, and it has nothing to do with your own achievements. It’s based on a promise made by God long ago – a promise is fulfilled through Jesus Christ.

Can I get an amen?

We are saved by grace and not through faith. It is a gift from God, not by our own works, so that none of us can boast of the ability to tip the balance sheet in our own favor. (Ephesians 2:8-9)

No doubt you’ve heard this over and over again, including many times in these devotionals. Yet many of us still live as if we get right in God’s sight by what we do – by our works, our achievements, the records we set.

We do this because it is, as Paul says, an offense to think of the Gospel as so simple and, therefore, it becomes a stumbling block to our pride. Getting right in God’s sight by what we do appeals to our human pride, or as the poet-king James would say, it appeals to our “flesh.”

It makes us feel good, as if we’re doing something to earn our way into heaven. If we cling to the idea that we can, even in some small way, contribute toward our salvation, then we also can cling to the idea that maybe we’re not that bad – maybe we aren’t included in the “all” of “all have sinned and fall short of God’s glory.”

Put that behind you and get on with the truth: You, my friend, can never be made right in God's sight by doing what is right – because the closer you get to God, the more you’ll realize you’re not even close to getting it right (see Isaiah 6 and Romans 3:20).

The one thing you can do is to move in loving obedience to your gracious heavenly Father, doing and saying whatever he tells you to do and say; allowing your life to be energized by God’s Spirit within you.

What now?

· “Balance sheet” fear – Good news! You are free to follow the Father instead of living in “balance sheet” fear. You can be who you were meant to be and you can live how you were meant to live. You don’t have to be good enough – you just have to trust in the redemptive power of Christ’s resurrection from the dead. And you don’t have to fear if you hold both the record for most touchdown passes and the record for most interceptions – love God and live accordingly!

· Record of faith – A record of your faith in Jesus is more important than any record of your wrongs or resume of your achievements. If you haven’t already done this, set a spiritual marker as a reminder that you have received Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Write it down – or establish some other kind of tangible memorial for this event – and every time the devil tells you you’ll never be good enough for God, or that you’re so good you can remain independent of God, take him to that marker and remind him that you are right in God’s sight because of Jesus.

· Big play – Next time you’re watching a sporting event and one of the players makes the big play, turn to the person next to you and say, “That was a great play, but it won’t make him right in God’s sight.”

· Huge error – Likewise, next time you’re watching a sporting event and one of the players makes a huge erro, turn to the person next to you and say, “That was a huge error, but the good news is it won’t keep him from getting right in God’s sight.”

· Pray for others – Ask God to show you who to pray for, related to getting right in God’s sight. It may be a non-believer or someone who believes but struggles in this area. Pray that this person will know God’s “different way of being right in his sight—not by obeying the law but by the way promised in the Scriptures long ago (Romans 3:21 NLT) And pray that Brett Favre and his family will come to know this truth, so that when he retires from football he can spend the rest of his life preaching how to be right in God’s sight.



--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:34 AM





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Getting Practical With Love
by Jon Walker

“Little children, let us stop saying we love people; let us really love them, and show it by our actions.” (1 John 3:18 LB)

The heart is the control center of all actions. How you act reflects what your heart trusts. Dallas Willard says, “You can live opposite of what you profess, but you cannot live opposite of what you believe.”

Eventually what you believe will show up in your actions. If you believe God loves you, then you’ll begin to love others. If you believe God forgives you, then you’ll begin to forgive others. Your experience of God results in an overflow of his life into the lives of others.

As we allow the Holy Spirit to continually fill us, we become a spring of his love and life to all around us. John would say we have “rivers of living water flowing out of us.” We become a conduit for the life of Jesus.

The life of Jesus is a practical life. The disciples were expected to live out what they heard Jesus say. Jesus told his disciples they would be known by the way they treated others.

He gets specific in Matthew 25:35-36:

· You gave food to the hungry,

· You gave drink to the thirsty,

· You invited a stranger into your home,

· You gave clothes to the naked,

· You cared for the sick,

· You visited the prisoners,

And this isn’t an exhaustive list on the ways to offer practical help. Jesus constantly provides us with down-to-earth examples meant to get us started.

What now?

· Love language – Make a list of people you love and pray through it, asking God to show you what you can do that will speak love to each person.

· Take initiative – When someone is in crisis, we genuinely want to help, and we’ll say, “If there’s anything I can do, please, just let me know.” Start changing that to express a concrete form of love: “I’m going to do this for you.” Maybe you offer to bring over a meal or watch the children. Perhaps you offer to cut the grass. Maybe you bring a roll of quarters to the hospital so the family can grab snacks and drinks from the vending machine. Be creative – and let the Holy Spirit guide.

· Fake it ‘til you make it – C.S. Lewis said, if you don’t love someone, then act like you do. Eventually the feelings will catch up with your actions.

· Pray – Be still and ask God to show you someone you know who is in need, and ask him how you should help your friend. Seek God about the timing of your help. Ask him to use your act of service to make his presence known to your friend.



--AbsoluteSApphire8--
5:32 AM




call me or email me!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007//


hi ppl :)
below is the privilege seminar in the mth of OCT!

if any one of you or your relatives or frds are interested to attend, do let me know.
cos such privilege seminar of walton are in fact not open for public, only through special invites RSVP.

sometimes, you can see a few very reputable or "big shots" there too!

and ya!! there's le meridien hotel dinner after that too...haha :)
pretty nice i must say!
never bored of it tough i have been eating like at least a dozen times!!! :)

god bless!!

do take this oppt. it's rare.
treat it as a educational talk if you feel comfortable! :)


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:10 PM




privilege Hotel Seminar on 18th Oct (Thurs) 630pm sharp!!
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Wealth Creation Through Land Banking

We look forward to your presence.

Venue: Le Meridien Hotel, Margaux II Ballroom

3rd Floor (Lobby Level), 100 Orchard Road

Day: Thursday Date: 18th oct '07

Registration Time: 615pm Session Commence: 630pm sharp

(Refreshment will be provided)

RSVP: Contact No: 97545658 Invited by: Ong Yan Ying

Email: yanying8@gmail.com

"Land Banking" is the practice of acquiring and holding Pre-developed land In The Path Of Future Growth, increasing the value of land through Concept Planning & Approval and subsequently Selling it for a Substantial Profit.

Our Seminar will show you how to:

  • Maximize Growth in the Real Estate Curve
  • Minimize Risk with Capital Protection
  • Achieve Peace of Mind through Title Security

Who should attend:

  • People who have not heard of Land Banking
  • Investor who wants to Preserve Capital, Reduce Market Influence and Maintain Reasonable Growth
  • Anyone tired of Low Interest Rates, and the High Risk associated with speculative instruments

You will hear about our Proven Track Records of our Exited Projects.

"All a man has to do to become rich, is to find out where people are going, get there first and buy land."
~ General Douglas McArthur


Hear from you soon! cheers & great day ahead!


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
6:09 PM




i think i have a crowded heart...
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

The Implanted Word


"But other seed fell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred."
Mark 4:8


The human heart is like receptive soil to the seed of the Word of God. Jesus used this analogy in the parable of the sower (see Mark 4:3–20). The soil that the seed fell on represents four categories of hearers' hearts, four different reactions to the Word of God: the hard heart, the shallow heart, the crowded heart, and the fruitful heart.

First, there is the hard heart, the seed that falls along the roadside. This represents people who hear the Word of God, but never really believe.

Then there is the shallow heart.
That is the seed that falls on stony ground. This signifies the people who hear the Word of God and receive it with joy, but because there is no root to sustain them, they wither.

Next, there is the crowded heart.
That is the seed that falls on ground where weeds choke out its growth. Slowly and surely, these people, busy with the cares and riches of the world, just lose interest in the things of God.

Finally, there is the fruitful heart that receives the Word
. The seed falls on good ground and the plants produce a rich harvest.

We are the ones who determine what kind of soil our hearts will be. We decide whether we will have a hard heart, a shallow heart, a crowded heart, or a receptive heart. This is exactly what James meant when he said, "Therefore lay aside all filthiness and overflow of wickedness, and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls" (James 1:21).

The Word of God cannot work in our lives unless we have receptive hearts.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:29 AM




wat a monday....
Monday, October 08, 2007//


finally, i went for a good run. on a monday evening.
at bishan stadium with my dearest huiyi.
it was drizzling. and it was a good break off. to enjoy the night and rain...till the guard gotta chase us out!

we had a good chat up and dinner at food court at 9pm!
i wish, i can be more discipline, like how i used to be in the past.

my knee hurts..... and ya, i might be getting or engaging angel (from FCBC) to be my Personal trainer! to condition my body as well as to discipline me to train up...

i need to build up my perserverene, character building as well as stamina in my life.

not only so...
most interesting... was....
at 615pm, huiyi called me at redhill to ask if it is raining and i told her hougang is pretty dark!
so immediately, i tot of mr.jeremy ng!!!
my NYJC ex-chem tutor :)
he is teaching at RJC now.
i called him to check out the weather....HAHA.
and indeed!! he left the meeting room to chat with me :)

i miss him so so so so much!
miss those NYJC years.
and HMMM...do hope to spend 1 afternoon to go to RJC to visit him :)
or maybe can ask him to J8 for a cup of coffee bean!

anyway.
watever it is.
even if i day, i decided to change direction or decided to press the "restart" button.
i am NOT a failure.
i am still as victorious as who God says i am!! :)

i do not want to worry about tml. ANYMORE.
i am tiredddddddddd.
if God has blessed the birds and the plants...
how much will God not bless me with??

"blessed are those who love and fear Him"
godliness and contentment is great gain.
i only need to die to myself. and let Christ reign in me. and E V E R Y T H I N G will be fine.
accordingly to His time.

there is a season for everything.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
8:20 AM




thought of the day
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God loves us equally... but God loves us differently.


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:35 AM




i thanked GOd...
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i was officially promoted to a manager in walton international today!!

i deliberate went to work late...haha, cos i didnt want to share in front of the crowd....just feel a little weird to have a airtime.... i rather be low profile! HAHA :)

actually, i was thinking of using this time to witness God's blessing and mercy upon my life...but though, i cant share much as it could be a sensitive topic. so i might as well dun share...

anyway, many ppl ard me are REALI excited for me about this advancement of career!
they congratulated me etc etc!
but to be frank...i actually feeling normal only..
haha. boring sapphire...forever lidat!
cos to be frank...all these are just futile things.
they could bring your JOY momentarily only...and they can never sustain you for long!

but that doesnt mean that i am not grateful, cos i know unless the Lord builds the house, the labourers labors in vain.

able to minister to the ppl around, providing a listening ear and a shoulder for them to cry on... seriously brings me much more Joy then this promotion.

God has made me very differently.
with the gift to be with ppl, for ppl to trust and to share with me.

to be frank, it's quite rare for a CS person like me to achieve such results.
even in sales, usually it is the IS ppl who will do well.
even in relationships, it is usually the IS ppl who will get more influence.
and it is the DC ppl who will excel in their life with a ever deeper desire to achieve.
cos CS ppl who usually more tame in nature...boring rather! hAHA :)

God, godliness with contentment is indeed great gain.
true time freedom doesnt mean that you must have a lot of time. time freedom is achieved, when you are able to sacrifice and give your time to others irregardless of how busy you are.
true financial freedom doesnt necessary mean you must have a lot of money. financial freedom is achieved when you are able to start giving. with joy, with a cheerful heart. that is indeed true financial freedom.

so what if you are earning 20k per mth! and yet, you are unable to part with your money, to give to the poor to the needy etc.
you are indeed poor. and have not gain financial freedom.

yes. investor bankers like me are to help ppl to attain financial freedom and hence time freedom faster....
but i am only helping them in the worldly realm.
the true freedom is achieved, when you have found the everlasting Source of resources and providence.


"give thanks....with a grateful heart. give thanks...to the HOly One. give thanks....because you are given, Jesus Christ the Lord.
and Now, let the weak say i am strong. let the poor say i am rich. let the blind say i can see....."

G I VE T H A N KS......


--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:18 AM





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Hi Everyone,

We are pleased to announce the following promotion:-

Team Manager

Ong Yan Ying (Wang YanYing) (Koh Eng Hwa (STM)/ AHK)


Congratulations!!!

Anne Wong

Finance Executive

Walton International Group (S) Pte Ltd

1 Fullerton Road, #02-01 One Fullerton, Singapore 049213



--AbsoluteSApphire8--
2:13 AM


SApphire's Inner World
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THIS IS MY STORY... hmmm...a Virgo, a High C individual...Helper, AChiever & Loyalist. lots of expectation for myself..perhaps also for the ppl around me. dun like to face failure and disappointment, but i am definitely learning. a Passive person, but as long as i appreciate the person, i will take the first step and get out of my comfort zone. the Language of my love for the person that i cherish will be time. the greater the time and effort spend on the person, the more important the person is to me in my life. A stubborn, hot tempered, emotional, pessimistic gal.Loner. "Anti-social" tagged by most people if you judge me by the first impression =) i graduated in NUS as a mechanical engineer. i tried working in STMicroelectronics as a process engineer. but found that this is somethg that i dun reali enjoy. because i know God has created me differently. He has made me with a passion to be with ppl. He has gave me a gift to make frds and minister to ppl. He has gave me a unique ability to make sincere relationship. bcos Christ reigns in me. so after becoming a engineer for a while, i quited and i am currently working in Walton international Grp(S) PTE LTD as a landbanker now. it's a career that i reali enjoy bcos i get to meet all walks of ppl in my life. i get to help ppl to better invest in a correct way. to analyse together with my cients the oppt and not jus to do hard selling. cos i dun believe in that. i like to share. Not only so, I am also Volunteering under Touch Community Service in my Church, Volunteering in NYC as well as Sunday school :) right now, my only Wish is to become even closer with Christ in this beauty journey of my Life. i am a full time Christian & only a part time daughter, frd, landbanker, sportsman etc... Lord, everything i have belongs to You... drop me an email: yanying8@singnet.com.sg or 97545658 (Walton) or 90997000 (DTZ)

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To have Harmony & Peace. DayDreaming, Eating, Sleeping, Exercising, Catching up with peeps, Reading, Shopping, having LOTSSS of $$$, Travelling, meeting new ppl everyday :) I love Real Estate. most importantly, to be in the presence of God!

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